8 years.

It was so real. We were sitting there, in a crowded room. 

The room was filled with classic 70's pop that I heard saxophone dancing in the air.   

You look as fine as the music. Mesmerizing as you always do. 

We had conversation and I was looking right into your eyes. 

We talked, we laughed and silence sometimes when it got so enchanted. 

I suppose the look of love is all over my face.

How long I had waited just to be with you. 

You're such a beautiful writer, writes yourself into a fictional art. 

Fictional enough that it only exist in a good sleep. 

Love can't be disguise, 

Delicately that it seems fragile,

Words are always not enough for expression,
LOVE 

-LiYee-

Shot right into me

Well, yesterday I went to TARUC photography society's first outing at Paradise Beach. 
I don't know why I'll join this society but I do have some interest towards photography before. Always wanted a hobby that may make me proud. Hmmm
So we were separated into several groups. I'm in group 5 and eventually became leader because
 I AM OLD .. 

I thought the meeting time is 1745 at school foyer because they might need my car to fetch some members to the beach. Eventually, it came out 1745 meet at the beach not school. Well done! I don't really know the road to the beach (just went there once when my b'day last year with my bffs. in the dark) so I just drive very fast near to somewhere there and find my committee. Glad that me and my friend din lost for too long. 

We reach the beach at around 6 smthgs and I cant see the smiling sun's face :O. We were supposed to take sunset photo. It was too cloudy. 

And when I'm busying taking photo of sun shy-ing. I got a surprise from my group! Awwww~they bought me cake! So they make a circle around me and sang me birthday songs and I feel like jumping into the seas because I barely know most of them. But still I'm so flipped over the surprise!!

These are my group member~ except that guy in white/red t. he's joyee's bf.
They are so sweet to bought me cake!! 

Then the uncle sun started to show some of his faces. So everybody starts to get over me and prepare their camera, so do I. Well, pro enough huh~

After the sun set, we ate bbq that are prepared by committee. Only a line to describe, too many people, too little food. I think I only managed to grab a few sausages and fishballs. Duh.. So I just walk to the sea again and capture more.

Although it's blur, I like the color of the sky so much. 

After the sun totally set off and everybody is full, we started the part that I liked the most-light painting photography AND steel wool photography~~!! We all standby our camera at the best spot we could get with tripod and everythings. *Sounds cool and pro enough right~?
I'm so excited because this is my first steel wool photography~ I'm worried that it the effect might came out like shyte.. But well, I LOVE IT!!

We also did some my favourite~ Light Painting!!

All these photos are non-edited.

by lyee production (sounds so cool XD)

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to F.L.Y.

I ran into a thought today.
I'm not satisfy, not even close to liking my life at the moment.
I've gotta make some changes, I thought. It ain't gonna work out happily, full of freedom & buildings if you keep on behave like this. The life you're having now is full of crap. Even a beggar's life is better than yours. At least they are begging and earning something themselves (sort of).

Well, let's set some aim right now and you're gonna achieve it. FLY you hear it clearly. You HAVE TO ACHIEVE ALL THIS BY YEAR END. You hear me?! No more shitty excuses, no more!

I      Treat everybody nice, no more shitty face, talk friendly, nobody likes current you!
II     Bring your phone everywhere, you're causing problems to yourself!
III    Exercise. You have a body of age 85. For god sake you're participating viper challenge!!
IV    Karaoke is banned. Save your $ and time.
V     Attend as many talks/events as you can.
VI    Just say yes to anything beneficial to you. No more shit thinking and cowering.
VII   Stop complaining. Improve yourself to cope.
VIII  Score A in every subject. This is real easy but you're the one making it hard.
IX    Get over the one that are not yours. You know you should decades ago right?!!
X     You are real poor so GET A PART TIME JOB before this year slip by. Earn at least 1K.
XI    Brush up your japanese before you wasted your parent's 70K.
XII   Think before u act and don't you ever give up somethings you started.
XIII  Only dreams of getting something when you are capable to.
XIV  Try out new things. Old things sucks! Get out of your comfortable zone.

That's all for this year. Make sure you achieve these 14 aims. Otherwise I'll throw your turtles into the drain, I'm serious. You hear me? NO MORE EXCUSES!!
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a Butterfly of La Vita, 自由が丘

What do you think about a butterfly? Many people thinks it's just an animal with colorful wings and sucking up nectar from flower. Meanwhile, other peoples might have a different point of view. It  might be an object to focus on to a photographer, an inspiration to a designer, a lovely feeling(Eg. I've got butterflies in my stomach whenever I saw you) and Ashton Kutcher thinks that its an effect.

Well for me, I thinks that it's a memory of a moment. It come and make a stop. Enlightens the moment for you. So you laugh, you cry, you felt angry, and perhaps you don't give a shyte about it. Whether you relish it's present or not, it's gone by now, flatteringly. Like a butterfly.  

I've got a little butterfly flits by my mind today. So I'm gonna write about it (I have to update something). It's an old throwback at around end of December 2012. I remembered its a Sunday morning, winter. I woke up and feels like going an unknown town and walk for the whole day. I don't know why but I like to walk for a long distance when I'm stressed or unhappy. It's pacifying. So I browsed through the web and found my destination. 自由が丘, Tokyo. Roughly 50 minutes ride of 电车 from my place. 

I went there just to relax and eat some cakes as the web strongly recommended it. The moment I step out of the station, I was surprised to found that this place is way too relaxing. There are no skyscrapers which is unbelievable cause I'm still in Tokyo, that urban city! I felt in love instantly. The buildings here are so vintage and the atmosphere is calm. There are still peoples around but you can't hear any noise. Still and silence in a good way. I headed straight to the place that I want to go. La Vita.  

 This small town is totally a darling vintage town. Thought you've came to outskirt town of Europe. A lil bit 残念 that I came at Sunday. Many shops only operate on the morning and closed when I get there.

one of the well-designed houses. Surprisingly, many rich peoples lives here. 

there are many shopping complex too. and old folks(that's why so peaceful XD) 

there are benches for couple to paktor or rest. 

After spending 3 hours worshiping the town. I decided to find the town's top rating cake house. I challenged myself to find the shop without using GPS. So I ended up wandering around this mesmerizing town and finding the shop for an hour. Sigh..

Mont St. Clair the top rating patisserie.  

Shop looks ordinary enough to makes ppl doubt about the quality. I was like 'har..this one a. tiok bo tiok'. Well I went in eventually. And got to wait a queue for 20 minutes. Now i believe the quality. The cake is EXPENSIVE! 3 lil pieces for almost 2000yen(RM70). But it do taste good la. XD 

End of my alone spontaneous one day trip. I felt lonely and helpless when I'm lost while finding the patisserie. But after all this, I still think I might like travelling alone. As I'm always alone. No need to talk about anything, just focus on feeling the atmosphere, admiring the building. It's cool and calming. 

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London, My Kingdom

Well obviously, i do considering of becoming a blogger. This is the only thing I was thinking of since yesterday. So I came to a conclusion. 'If i have nothing to lose, why not give it a try?'. It's not like I wana be famous with this. Just thinks that it'll be like a 'diary of my obsession'. Some more I get to pass my time~ (acts thinks back, i do have somethings to lose. Electric, evening nap, air-conditioner, internet service fees, etc..but I guess it'll worth for it. )

My first post after decided to become a part time blogger. Hmmm.. it has to be anything related to UK i thought. Since I always got a thing, a fantasy dream about London since I was a not-cute-at-all little girl. Well I don't know why I'll ended up being in Japan (and not), but I think YUI will takes the blame (sorry, I cant accept FLOWERx2, I dont love you anymore).

London is like the most romantic place for me. 

It suits me much, just like Fish n' Chips, Harry Potter with Hogwarts, I think. 

Excepts that peoples in UK normally taller than me by 20cm. 

Anyone can get my love if he/she brings me to London. Really, I mean REALLY. 

Just look at these buildings. I feel like drowning inside, it feels like my sense is exploding. It's amazing. 

The Big Ben. 

Victoria and Albert Museum. Look at the building!!
Just looking at it makes my heart pounding faster than looking at a six-pack guy. 

No need captions for this. Stunning is enough. 

The first thing I gotta do when I got the chance to travel to London is watch the Horse Guards Parade in London that used for royal parades and ceremonies. At the time of Guard Changing, the Old Guard forms up on the north side of the enclosure on Horse Guards Parade and the New Guard on the south side. It's like exchanging the guard's post. This 'Changing the Guard' ceremony takes place only at three places. Buckingham Palace, St James’s Palace and Wellington Barrack.  (11:00 Monday - Saturday, 10:00 Sunday). 

It's the most awesome ceremony every people wana witness it, isn't? 

The second place I wana go is the Oxford Street !  It's Europe's busiest shopping street. Surely wana  shop 'til I drop at there. This street got so many branded stores. Including Debenhams, House of Fraser, John Lewis, Marks &Spencer, Selfridges, TopShop, Forever 21, Zara and etc. 

LOOK! The scenes that only and always appear on TV screens right?!

Surely never gonna miss out a bus ride. London Bus!! 

Oxford Street when it's Christmas!!! @@

Regent Street. Even wandering at the street without shopping would please me. 

Another famous shopping place in London is this, HARRODS.
It's a upmarket department store. 

Alright, I guess this is my first post. Hope that I could keep it up and continues writing until I got my first job. Peace. 
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